UGH

Today I woke up angry, mad at the world, at myself, at life. I barely slept, because I give fucks about so many things, people I know, people I don’t even know. I care and I’ve been caring my whole life. I am exhausted to say the least, but I can’t stop because it is simply part of who I am and how I function. I think the only solution is to start redirecting all that care towards myself and try to not give fucks- hard task, but I must. I am going through a very delicate procedure and process very soon and I can’t afford spending my energy on situations, things, people who simply do not feel the same way about me and never will…some people don’t care, they use you for their own agendas.

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